This is how it starts I Know this is one of those nights I get fucked up Make it worse Why Better stay out of my way My head feels like When you Break my heart when you see me numb And you fill my cup when you say too much It's Overflow Out of control And it Brings me back to here I wanna be the worst Version Of the same person When it all kicks in I can't feel a thing Make it all sink down It can get so loud Forget myself I can't be them right now I hate myself Much more than you'll ever know It can get so loud It can get so loud I'm just numb I'm not complaining It's not the worst thing To happen lately Nows the right time to cut the feeling Don't wanna be me I need to lose myself Love me Would you love me When I'm Like this I don't wanna see you When I spiral It's business out front When it's dark out back I'm no good for you But you know that I wanna be the worst Version Of the same person When it all kicks in I can't feel a thing Make it all sink down It can get so loud Forget myself I can't be them right now I hate myself Much more than you'll ever know