There is something so sick and twisted
Trying to find a way to self-actualise
I'm running in this rat race
Little do I know that I'm up in first place
Find me the vaccine for my madness
Inject me until I feel so pure
The rush sends me too somewhere else
This is what I like to call hell
My memories inked through bold lines
That will surely hold until I die
I'm holding myself accountable
For all this poison that's in my veins
If I die today
What is the impact that I made?
Great or small
Have I changed in anyway?
Stop with the chattering
Stop with the chattering
This is exhausting
I am aborting
There is someone inside
Let me set them free
There is someone inside
Let me set them free
There is someone inside
Let me set them free
There is someone inside
Let me set them free
I'm falling out of love with myself again
The toxicity
Inside of me
Will be let free
To all the people that I have left behind
Apologies
This isn't me
Well you could say that I am delirious
But the problem is far more serious
I'm cutting myself off
From the rest of the world
I don't know why I hold this curse
Stop with the maddening
Stop with the maddening
Why are they taunting?
Why are they haunting?
There is someone inside
Let me set them free
There is someone inside
Let me set them free
There is someone inside
Let me set them free
There is someone inside
Let me set them free
I'm falling out of love with myself again
The toxicity
Inside of me
Will be let free
To all the people that I have left behind
Apologies
This isn't me
My mistakes made clear through the choked words that I speak
My last two passages that I dare speak
A troubled soul who can't stand on two feet
Why must I be so bleak? Surely hope is closer than I think
TAKE IT BACK
TOXIC
He takes one last look at this life
He will leave
A wave of excitement
Shrouded by grief
Away to the
Other side
The exit is open
With no turning back
He hopes that this one way
Will fade the black
Inject me
One last time
Toxic...