I think I'm going blind I think I'm losing all my fights
There's a redness that, permanently surrounds my eyes
I think I'm losing sight I cannot get no sleep at night
I'm awoken by this scratching sound, where is the light?
I don't know what the fuck is wrong
I keep waking in this fucking hole
Flesh under fingernails
The sheets are stained of me
I'm sitting on my drive, waiting for the homicide
I'm killing so much time, I can't see straight I'm going blind
I manifest my self destruction
My expertise lies within my death
The professional instincts of ending ones self
I don't know why (I don't know why) it's so hard
Lies within my dead hands
Fuck you all
You instilled a deep rotting fear
Let's see how you do when I up and leave this bitch
Useless piece of shit
Listen to these words you selfish cunt
I cannot stand the way you think
You know what's best for me and everyone else
I'm sick of hearing 'bout the minimum wage
Cos all us fuckers are slaves and we ain't never get paid
Always be the first in line, you want your chance to shine
Sitting on that fuckin' stool leavin' the rest behind
Imma fuckin' tell you how it is and hope you hear it
Cos you goin' down a path and ain't nobody wanna feel it
Handin' in my notice for this plan
Cos you will never understand the fuckin hustle
And the graft it takes to make it on this land
Just a dead beat, just a dead beat
I'm just a dead beat and I still feel incomplete
Still feel so incomplete
Still feel so incomplete
I'm sitting on my drive, waiting for the homicide
I'm killing so much time
I can't see straight I'm going blind
I take the path I know
Ending up, so hollow
I'm bleeding out my eyes
I can't see straight I'm going blind
I cannot see, a single fucking thing
I can't see a fucking thing