I've been on the low, I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I've been on the low, I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today
I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die
And let me tell you why
All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout they think they know it
I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic
And my life don't even matter, I know it, I know it
I know I'm hurting deep down but can't show it
I never had a place to call my own, never had a home
Ain't nobody callin' my phone
Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind?
They say every life precious but nobody care about mine
I've been on the low, I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I've been on the low, I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die today
You don't gotta die
I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die
And let me tell you why
It's the very first breath when your head's been drowning underwater
And it's the lightness in the air when you're there chest to chest with a lover
It's holding on, though the road's long and seeing light in the darkest things
And when you stare at your reflection, finally knowing who it is
I know that you'll thank God you did
I finally wanna be alive
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die today
I don't wanna die
I finally wanna be alive
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die