I fear that I've become too soft Like I've been weak trynna be too kind Like I let you over ride my mind And I left myself behind The truth is I didn't have a great time at dinner The truth is I kinda loved my life as a reckless sinner The truth is I look unbelievable but I hate my body The truth is I'm looking for myself and I can't see it in anybody The truth is I feel less okay than I thought I was The truth is I've fallen into Another trap of who I think I'm meant to be The truth is I'm still lost The truth is is cold like frost The truth is I love all of you but I don't know if you love all of me Baby this kind of feels like starting again Remember when we had nothing I kinda wanna blow off my friends I liked it when it was just you and me Baby, I had nothing but I was free The truth is I don't wanna be one of the boys The truth is living by a gender makes me feel annoyed The truth is I still don't feel like I fit in anywhere The truth is I love staying home with you in underwear The truth is that I'd die for you The truth is I can't lie to you The truth is you're the only one That keeps me from coming undone The truth is The truth is Baby this kind of feels like starting again Remember when we had nothing I kinda wanna blow off my friends I liked it when it was just you and me Baby, I had nothing but I was free One, two, three, four ♪ Baby this kind of feels like starting again Remember when we had nothing I kinda wanna blow off my friends I liked it when it was just you and me Baby, I had nothing but I was free