You're one of my favorite gods But I'm all out of prayers My head is filled with emptiness I don't know how to share I'm succeeding once again To say in words what I don't mean Nothing's more real than nothing So I'll apologize to my dreams Promise I'll get cleaner I just don't want to see the light Cause the grass is always greener After suicide I live in dreams I can't remember But that's maybe for the best If I drop my shield when you take your swing This doesn't have to last So have a seat and take a breath This is all yours for dessert Your sheep refuse to reproduce Cause the good always die first Promise I'll get cleaner I just don't want to see the light Cause the grass is always greener After suicide Promise I'll get cleaner I just don't want to see the light Cause the grass is always greener After suicide If you just remember to forget I miss you most when you're around Guess this is birth on a deathbed Burn what you have found