Poison slowly seeps, I fall asleep again Mother puts her hand to my head I am sick but I'm not dead I just need some sleep, I need some rest I need some healthy friends Just one more fix before I kick this ugly trend I haven't cooked my body, it hurts My belly aches, it wants to burst I start to shake, I start to shake I've got the shakes, I've got the shakes Mmm, mother knows, I'm not ok Ooh, I'm not myself today
I pricked love today for love pricked me again I beat love down to a pulp and then I build it up again I just like love, and I live love Can she come kill my loneliness? Just one more kiss before I kick this ugly trend This one's for the books you won't relate I'm on the hook, I can't be late White rabbit chased an early grave I sink into my happy place Mmm, mother knows, I'm not ok Ooh, I'm not myself today