Waiting all alone I don't wanna go Feeling far from home I don't wanna go Sending all my love So you're not alone I'm sorry I'm not there I didn't wanna go It's not the first time It won't be the last I don't want to Leave you in the past It's not like I planned this You know better than I I didn't want to go And make you cry Crying on my own I feel so alone Waiting for someone To come and take me home Remembering my home I feel too far gone Slipping in and out I feel so full of doubt They told me pick a struggle But I'm struggling to breathe Taking gulps and fighting Fighting just to leave They said "don't drink the poison just 'cus you're thirsty" But babe it looks just like water to me They said "he's bad, he's bad for you baby" I said "red's my favorite color so that's lucky for me" Crying on my own I feel so alone Feeling far from home I don't wanna go Sending all my love So you're not alone I'm sorry I'm not there I didn't wanna go Ooh Ooh Yeah Ooh