I'm scared of the noises that
Follow me at night
I'm scared of the voices that
Tell me its not right
I'm holding on to the choices that
I can reach out for
I'm holding out for the moment when
I don't want anymore
Let it sink in
That we're sinking
In an ocean of our own fears
And I'm dramatic
But I've had it
With all the spilling of my own tears
I've been waiting for the sign yea
While I sign that deal with devil
And I'll be here fine
While it all unravels
I'm scared of the feeling that
I'll never fall in love
I'm scared of the knowing that
Pretty soon I'll give up
I'm holding onto something
That isn't even real
I'm holding in all of my own
Deep and darkest fears
Let it sink in
That we're sinking
In an ocean of our own fears
And I'm "dramatic"
But I've had it
With all the spilling of my own tears
And I've been waiting for the sign yea
While I sign that deal with devil
And I'll be here fine
While it all unravels
I'll just warn you to be careful
Don't fall for me
Yea I'll ghost you
Be your downfall
And still call you mine
I've gotten toxic
Heart is locked its
Doing time for its crime
Maybe one day
I can be there
But for now I'll stay right here