I ain't been feeling like myself lately
Ain't feeling like myself
Mind playing tricks on me
All these memories on repeat
Yeah yeah
Stranded and lost in the wilderness
Overtaking by the bitterness
Have me praying for deliverance
Shit felt different I was in the dark I was ignorant
When the sun shined I still couldn't feel shit
Desire is the root of all suffering lust for things
Disguised as hustling had me ripping and running round like hustle man
How in God's name was I functioning
Off the drank and them drugs again
Music a drug OD off these substances
It ain't have no sustenance
Put music before God and started plundering
I was in a deep sleep slumbering
On the run my inner monster had me slumming it
Making these records and not loving them
I was searching for the passion
I been sick of all the acting
Lot a lot a lot a cappin
Need to feel the high don't pass it
Been feeling passive shit thicker molasses
Look what we manifested on the planet
Look around everybody here damaged
Murder murder to the masses
What you know bout the passage
Whatchu know bout the Africans
Man's evil way created sin
Heart darkens in the deep of night
Black angel fighting for her life and the devil out here tryna steal her light
I ain't been feeling like myself lately
Ain't feeling like myself
Mind playing tricks on me
All these memories on repeat
I ain't been feeling like myself lately
Ain't feeling like myself
Mind playing tricks on me
All these memories on repeat
Yeah
You can't have life without death
You can't have love without hate
You can't have real without fake
You can't have sun without rain
You can't heal without pain
Out of nothing something came
How could I forget my name
I been delusional tryna stay sane
Caught in the ways of this world mundane
My mind state insane thoughts invading my brain
Strong disdain for those who get in my way
The colour started to fade desires wasting away
The darkness took over me
Trapped by my past inmate no free
I lost the power of now now I'm wasting
The presence the essence of heaven
You got to question your questions
Life is nothing but these lessons and blessings
We creating Armageddon why you think man created nuclear weapons
Ego death ego dies then you spread your wings and fly high
And when you open your eyes
Life reveals the beauty lost when joy dies
Optimism gives rise and inspires your life
One with the whole never lose sight
Insight into a world made by design
You were made in Gods eyes
You gon be alright
I ain't been feeling like myself lately
Ain't feeling like myself
Mind playing tricks on me
All these memories on repeat
Somebody help me
I ain't been feeling like myself lately
I ain't feeling like myself
Mind playing tricks on me
Am I where I want to be