Old eyes catching the new light Was it too soon? I think I should have stayed home In the comfort of my twin-sized bed With a movie playing overhead There until the sun sets SADS, you called it a "SADS Day" Like it don't outweigh every part of my chest Told me I should take a deeper breath And expel all of my past regrets (yeah) Though I'll never forget I've been living on my own Feel this sadness in my bones 2020 vision Couldn't call this living Young man said to me "Young man, something you sung man Gave me reason to live" Though the shadows bear their teeth like shivs Mmm Always so much more than we can give Beyond the distance of fear I've been living on my own Feel this sadness in my bones 2020 vision Couldn't call this living I've been dying on my phone Swiping through, refreshing Home 2020 vision Couldn't call this living Throw my phone into the lake All my squares unto the deep Toss my numbers in the fire With the vanity I keep Do I crave the interaction Of your skin touching my skin? Can I tell what's real or fiction If it's glass I'm living in?