As I stare out through the night Heaven's by my side All these fleeting signs alone but I don't know As I stare out through the night I don't know what's left to find Light behind my eyes I'm trying to find I find that I don't know There's a bullet in the sky I sent it expedited hope it reaches Signed sealed delivered on time I could've sent it quicker but you know how I get I'm a glorified perfectionist Far from perfect never get it right That's to my detriment Hold myself to standards I could never keep I'm flexing it This really my exodus so settle in Real or fake whatever it is Say heaven only knows if i'll get it right Say I can't leave behind nothing that I don't find Heaven only knows if I get it right Cross my heart i'm trying to find just a lil peace of mind It's all mine Baby it's all mine If I let ya tell me I been down like I been Done with reminiscing keep my head in a spin You only know me if you kin Can't speak for me unless ya with me No advice I've taken plenty Where'd it get me? Exactly where I shouldn't be Tip toe in the fire Save the drama for a younger me Heavenly the way I maneuver moving forward Life is gorgeous At least I picture it I don't know no other way of fixing it