I'm crying
Inside of my room
You don't what to do about it
I'm dying
Killing myself
With the words in my head
So gently they rip me apart
I've been lying
To you and my friends
Saying that I'm okay when
The truth is that I'm not
You didn't have to stay
I said you could go away
But you stayed anyway
I said i was a mess that you might not wanna mess with
But you stayed anyway
My mind is
Running in circles of things that I don't know
Trying to just make sense
Is out of the question
I've learned lots of lessons
Yet I still choose to ignore them
Now all of my feelings
In ruin and healing
I run when I've fixed them all
But that's right when I fall
You didn't have to stay
I said you could go away
But you stayed anyway
I said I was a mess that you might not wanna mess with
But you stayed anyway
You didn't have to stay
I said you could go away
But you stayed anyway
Oh
I said I was a mess that you might not wanna mess with
But you stayed anyway
I did not make it easy
To love me
But you loved me like it was
I pushed you away
But you still chose to stay
Why'd you do that to yourself?
You didn't have to stay
I said you could go away
But you stayed anyway
Oh
Said you could run away
Come again another day
But you stayed anyway
I said I was a mess that you might not wanna mess with
But you stayed
I thank God everyday
That you never ran away
Cause you loved me anyways