How will I know when I get there ay
Will I ever know, it's my DNA
How will I know when I get there ay
Will I ever know, it's my DNA
Eyes up at the ceiling 2am
Mind is running here we go again
Feels like driving in the darkness with no headlights, yeah
And anxiety's my chauffeur for the long ride
I'm like I love myself, I hate myself
Why am I always being so damn hard on myself?
I
Wish that I could let go of the things I can't change
How will I know, will I know when I get there?
Oh I just take day by day, it's DNA, can't help it
Sometimes I swallow pills to taste some happiness
Sometimes I'm tired of doing what the doctor says
Oh woah
How will I know, will I know when I get there?
Will I get there?
How will I know when I get there, ay
Will I ever know, it's my DNA
How will I know when I get there, ay
Will I ever know, it's my DNA
Try to show my mumma I'm alright
Force myself to take a step outside
Oh fuck, I shoulda bought that waterproof mascara, ugh
It's just in my makeup I can't shower off
All the voices in my head that say
You'll never be good enough no not today
I
Wish that I could let go of the way that I see things
Oh
How will I know, will I know when I get there?
Oh I just take day by day, it's DNA can't help it
Sometimes I swallow pills to taste some happiness
Sometimes I'm tired of doing what the doctor says
Oh woah
How will I know, will I know when I get there
Will I get there?
How will I know when I get there, ay
Will I ever know, it's my DNA
How will I know when I get there, ay
Will I ever know, it's my DNA
Woah, oh
How will I know when I get there, ay
Will I ever know, it's my DNA (will I ever know? Ay)
How will I know when I get there, ay
Will I ever know, it's my DNA (oh woah oh)
How will I know when I get there, ay
Will I ever know, it's my DNA
(How will I know, will I know when I get there? It's my DNA)
How will I know when I get there, ay
Will I ever know, it's my DNA (how will I know, will I know?)
How will I know when I get there, ay
Will I ever know, it's my DNA (oh woah, it's my DNA)
How will I know when I get there, ay
Will I ever know, it's my DNA (uh,ah)