La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la
I wish that no one else existed before we met
I'm thinking I need some assistance to analyse my head
I know that I make it consistent, leave things unsaid
And suddenly, I don't like distance, I'm such a mess
Not a fan of my new-found personality
Tried to keep it a secret
I'm not sure if I wanna face the reality
Going crazy
So, I keep swallowing my tongue
Like I don't mind
Blind, don't know how this begun
My oh my
Don't like the girl that likes your pictures, I want her dead
Gone psycho by my own admission, make up for it in bed
I wanna be your best decision, your only friend
Wanna be loved like your addictions, like we don't have an end
Not a fan of my new-found personality
Tried to keep it a secret
I'm not sure if I wanna face the reality
Going crazy
So, I keep swallowing my tongue
Like I don't mind
Blind, don't know how this begun
My oh my
At the start, it used to be so fun
Now I wouldn't blame you if you run
Hear the words just spilling out my lungs, now that I'm wasted
Really wouldn't blame you if you hide
Guess that I can say that we both tried
Said I'd never change, well, that's a lie
Feel kinda jaded
So, I keep swallowing my tongue
Like I don't mind (I don't mind)
Blind, don't know how this begun
My oh my
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la