We are not what we once were We get high drinking wine from the bottle and go for a walk You can't get past the graffiti or the litter on the ground Like how I can't get past all this rain In Berlin, I think about you It's your birthday and I wonder what she's taking you to do You only like me because I am never around And I always miss you cuz I'm always out of town We share sadness like a cigarette Breathe in, pass it back and forth, ignore the negative effects You will untie my shoes and pull me into bed And I will devastate the order when I lean into it