Once again i'm falling short And i'm the only one to notice My expectations are my prison The source of my attrition Its the reason I feel like a stranger to myself Dismembered Between what I feel and what i want Why does it always fall apart The coherence of my will and my want This dibilitating pressure has had me under for too long Just to face the ghost of my old self again This familiar touch always breaks through I'll call myself coward In the face of my old oath I Never took the time to imagine The weight in what i chose I Welcome My old ghosts In these times of weakness Shattered across this darkness I regress to youthful hatred I welcome my collapse I am Shattered I am shattered