I've been losing my mind, I've been living a lie I? ve been running away for so long I try to put on a face and cover my heart But I? m needing it now so bad I don? t know how I feel Maybe I? m mad or maybe I? m proud Can? t find the truth, can? t speak my mind Don? t know what I'll say, I? m just thinking out loud Thinking out loud No, no I can't explain what? s happened to me I feel like I? m right and wrong Inside everything? s upside down, everything? s spinning around And it? s freaking me out I don? t know how I feel Maybe I? m mad or maybe I? m proud Can? t find the truth, can? t speak my mind Don? t know what I'll say, I? m just thinking out loud If only for a day I could be free I bet you? d feel the same if you were me I? m gonna spit it out, just let go I? ve been losing my mind, I? ve been living a lie I? ve been running away for so long I don? t know how I feel Maybe I? m mad or maybe I? m proud Can? t find the truth, can? t speak my mind I don? t know what I'll say, I? m just thinking out loud Yeah, I? m thinking out loud, thinking out loud Can? t find the truth, can? t speak my mind I don? t know what I'll say, I? m just thinking out loud