I roll it up to the mountainIn the winter After a knives rainIt gets heavier No matter if i work hardIn the summer The way is so far Sun gets hotter Maybe i should give up There's no sugar in this cup Overflow What's the purpose of this stone Your work is undone Always falls Give me a reason to explain The absurdity of existence Who tells me how to maintain A lot of tasks which never end? I know i left devotionIt's so rebel Finding emotion Coming from hell Sometimes it's useless If i were stronger But it's meaningless It's forever I can't make any noise'cause the whisper is my voice Hear me now Gods don't forgive when You have consciousness Grief i saw When i miss the fastest trainIn turtle i have to trust Even if my attempt is in vainI feel i need to try