Comforting skin next to me She said that i can never be Myself when i die i be alone Listening to her heart i can't feel anything Below my neck, and now my thoughts will take control And if u prefer I'll leave out all the details of this emptiness i feel And if u prefer I'll be around to listen to your softly spoke nwords Darkness seems to make isolation easier I welcome my hallucinations Understand of what i'm will come undone As i spiral deeper into nothingness But if it helps me sleep I'll take out my frustration on my temporary skin If it helps me sleep I'll smoke until I never have another dream of you Being in this space where nothing stays the same I feel this biting clawing pain inside my chest Fly agains the window pain soon to die why does he try Why try