Maybe I need to go out tonight And get stabbed to death to feel alive Yeah I, I used to try Or dig a drug tunnel to the past Burn old birthday cards I kept To light, to light a path And they can read too Each childhood bedroom Where the hum of passing cars Fades out like the stars on your ceiling I'm half the man my father knows I should be And I can feel, I can feel her getting over me My grandparents always helped me At their first prayer every morning God's, God's blessings But I know what that really means They may not speak english perfectly But they, yeah they read me They're mourning, it's storming, the garage has the best view And through thy name, I'm coming I'll sit through it with you I'm half the man my father knows I should be And I can feel, I can feel her getting over me You were saving lives while I just ruined mine I used to, I used to, you know I used to try I'm half the man my father knows I should be And I can feel, I can feel her getting over me I can feel her getting over me