Found those pictures I took in Japan You're not in them, but you were alive then Now I can't see you And I can't hear you I won't feel you God damn, what our bodies get used to Turned me into a dark cloud I'm just floating around Sprinklers water bodies underground They found something in your blood that isn't in mine But I feel it sometimes Spent the night at the hospital on the 4th of July Nightbloomer, you can't come around Just like a cicada living underground Live in-between the waves of pain The pain it comes in waves Until one day it doesn't go away Is death my birthright A higher lonely power sits at our side