I'm not happy, but I'm not crying I must be somewhere in between I'm too scared to just admit it 'Cause I don't wanna lose anything And I, and I I'm done chasing after stupid dreams That I could never achieve I'm done giving my everything I gotta stop expecting things And where were you When you told me I was perfect and I was screwed So tell me was it worth it 'cause I've done Every little thing I can do Every little thing I can say 'til I found Every perfect version of you And buried all my troubles away And I, and I I'm done chasing after stupid dreams That I could never achieve I'm done giving my everything I gotta stop expecting things I can't control myself Stuck on all the words you said I can't control myself Breaking all our promises I cannot help myself Digging all these holes again Sadness became a trend So if I cried it'd mean nothing And I, and I I'm done chasing after stupid dreams That I could never achieve I'm done giving my everything I gotta stop expecting things I'm done giving my everything I gotta stop expecting things I'm done giving my everything I gotta stop expecting things