So close to something bigger than your pocket I tried to crawl out of the darkness I tore a hole to let the light in Mad dash, I hit the ground and started running Faster than ever but still reckless Another failure off my checklist The days seem to be squishing all together Last time I laughed, I can't remember That probably doesn't get much worse I'll wait for views that extend past my basement That's half of the reason i did this Sailing the seas in search of friendship Oh I know that I think I need you so I consume 'til I pass out But you won't be the thing to help me when I fall down I know you Will never listen so you can do what you want now I'm tryna maybe save a life or two in tough crowds Oh I know that I think I need you so I consume 'til I pass out But you won't be the thing to help me when I fall down I know you Will never listen so you can do what you want now I'm tryna maybe save a life or two in tough crowds And I am just the Perfect example of why you should trust your instincts Before you push yourself a little too much one day Please don't mess this up