Cause I haven't unpacked for real since about 2009 And it's a lot to process at once Cause I've been running all this time And there's a certain uncertainty inherent To signing one-year leases For all the stability apparent It all just seems so temporary now There's a fine line Between making a statement and ruining family holidays It's tough, but I've seen tougher And there's a state of mind For assigning meaning to the way these things shake out Do you get anxious like I get anxious? And it's been so sobering To see the way that people try to Cull it at the breakers in a Half-attempt to normalize the Things we all experience at Slightly different paces If you won't admit you're struggling Then no one knows to help you Let it ring out These are the things you think about Before you fall asleep