Creepin, i could do this shit here every weekend
Turning upside down again, that's what I get for dreaming
Everytime I come around she ask why I'm leavin
Screaming down the alleyway you know the chalk is streaming
Pavement, I don't fuck with nothing but the payment
Falling out the window slow motion, what a shame man
I don't wanna fake this, Everytime I think I wanna stay I
Run away
Are you listening? Despite these walls we seek
I can feel it. And I cannot be saved
If I just walk away. If I just hide and act like nothing solves your bullshit
Nothing will change and this is not perfect
I was on my way it was a sinking ship
I was out of my league I was out of my league
Everytime I call it's the same old shit, you don't gotta be free, I don't wanna be free
Every night I walk down the street alone
Every time I die, Everytime I put my hands up, and say give me everything that you fucking got
You sound like White noise
You sound like a new way outYou sound like everything I wanna say when I can't move my mouth
I'm dialed into this shit
What's your timing anyway i got a favor to ask
Yea OK, maybe I'll get over it
It'll pass
I wanna tell you I'm sorry, for the way I was moving I used you, Used you
I'm coming back now the hardest, hardest
There's a way i abuse and a way I'm abused by you
(Are you listening? Despite these walls we seek. Can you feel it? I cannot be saved)
This isn't how I pictured it. Like, is anybody listening?
It's so selfish to think that my own paranoia is worth throwing fits about
I'm stalling out, fallin on top of my own words
I was cutting out a little, stuttering through a long winded phone call
I choked, well, touch me don't speak, 'cause your words get so violent, it's all i can think about
Why bother with it, when I'll forget the way I felt?
We ask for praise, we lie and say 'we do this for ourselves'
When it's confirmation. When I'm grasping for my phone
And I'm screaming back like, 'Desperation don't find your way home'
I think I'm ready to do this again, and I can't be sorry
I'm coming back with a grip and my friends, and I won't feel sorry
This is the best that I think I can be, and I know I'm sorry
Try to stop me I'll pull up again, and I won't feel sorry