My back against the floor boards I feel a cold breeze The wind blows through the window Moving through the curtains like you move through me Sketching my portrait into the walls On that summer's eve The sky is quiet, I meet your eyes Clench my fists' swallow my pride Reach out a hand only to receive A diagram carefully tracing 24 years taken out of me Every body leaves' everything dies All I fucking do is cry The air is still' the night is dead I dismantle myself to put you back together You can't expect to stay dry in this type of weather I open the window, and turn to the road All I see is ashes, bloodshed and bones I'm only holding on because I refuse to let go All I have is myself' and I'm in the worst company Help me forget me Help me, help me Help me forget me Help me, help me