My momma gon' see me when I work right And I'm working all day, been nighttime I'm waving goodbye to the 'cause life Tryna find myself, get my head and my mind right, yuh I see you, see you on the timeline But these days I be avoiding the timeline These days, you can't even be my type These days you can't even be yourself Oh, I'm terrified of loving you I said, I'm terrified of loving you So I'll be on my way Yeah, I'll be on my way, eh, eh, yeah You tell me I, you tell me I I should be like everybody else You know how it works when you graduate Get a real job, take it to the bank You tell me I, you tell me I I should be like everybody else Are you gonna move out or hide away? Are you right here or somewhere else? Oh, I'm terrified of loving you Woke up to a message from my mom, right? Asking if I'm doing okay under starlights I'm north of Hollywood and it feels right Yeah, I'm never looking back at my old life Moving on into a place like huh Looking all around at my space like, "What?" Doing all I can with a small check Yeah, I'm pouring up in ice in the morning No one can tell us who we gonna be (no one) What lies inside ourselves is freedom Oh, I'm terrified of loving you I said, I'm terrified of loving you So I'll be on my way Yeah, I'll be on my way, eh, eh, eh You tell me I, you tell me I I should be like everybody else You know how it works when you graduate Get a real job, take it to the bank You tell me I, you tell me I I should be like everybody else Are you gonna move out or hide away? Are you right here or somewhere else? Oh, I'm terrified of loving you