Calm turns to coma and I'm washed away in sleep There's a man on the train talking to his feet All these places sound the same I've forgotten what I need Missed my stop again Days turn into weeks Open up the senses that were holding me back Wide open spaces where strangers once sat Fade into blue Fade into black I subside I'm weightless I'm a panic attack And I just let go And I just lost control And everything I am It's all in my hands It's all in my hands What are these standing stones with edges cut to curves? White-washed the colours and get what I deserve Drown out the voices and everything I heard Paralyse the choices Sever all the nerves Bleeding karma rescued me beneath this hollow sky If I don't do anything, do these rules still apply? Can't see the danger Can't see the sense I'm just a stranger claiming self-defence And I just let go And I just lost control And everything I am It's all in my hands It's all in my hands Numb as I am It's all in my hands I nearly got lost back then Nearly let a cry out What if I just kept on walking? What if I just walked right out? What if I just walked right out? And I just let go I just lost control And everything I am Is all in my hands Numb as I am It's all in my hands