Just leave me alone I don't know how to explain
It's just better if you go away
Some days I just slip into this empty space
Where I can't make sense of anything
No please don't think it's anything you've said
This is between me and myself
I've always had this mess in my mind
For as long as I
Can remember
All those nights where I'd lie
Staring at the ceiling
Wondering what it's even all about
Rain is coming down now
Hear it on the outside of this house
If I can't trust my own mind
Drown out feelings unkind
Can I survive?
So easy to get caught in wandering thoughts
Close my eyes tight, I'm paralyzed
Why is it me who makes myself feel lost?
It's like I like to feel this way inside
I've always caused this mess in my mind
For the longest time
I'm never satisfied
Unless I'm
Staring at the ceiling
Wondering what it's even all about
Rain is coming down now
Hear it on the outside of this house
If I can't trust my own mind
Drown out feelings unkind
Can I survive?
Oh
Oh
Woah
Woah
Heart is sinking fast I
Cry 'cause I convince myself I'm all alone
Push when you pull 'cause I
Tell myself I'm just fine
On my own
Staring at the ceiling
Wondering what it's even all about
Rain is coming down now
Hear it on the inside of this house
If I can't trust my own mind
Screaming feelings unkind
Who am I?