You know me so well now There's nothing more to tell now So you know all about my dad And the fucked up life we had If i cry you're scared that i Might never lift my eyes But when i'm hard You say i'm cold The walls are up the gates are shut Well guess what You're right You're right You're right So just leave me alone Now i'm 5 And i know i'm alive Cause i've been beaten and shown And this is my home I'll just go deep in my room Far from all of you All the tears i've saved for years In wells of gold i drown So now you see it's hard for me To let them go so easily You're right I'm cold the doors are closed So just leave... You're right i'm cold The doors are closed I've made my bed and you'll lie in it And if i go down down down I will take you all with me