I could punch a wall right now I'm not violent, I don't like it, but that's all I think about When I'm getting in my doubts Yeah I could fall asleep right now In my dreams, I can see you and me Getting into something I might care about Yeah Walking on another thin line And the truth is that I'm not fine We keep looking but we never find a way Keep you guessing won't you put me in my place Please just leave, boy I need you I changed my mind all over again I've got you running fast now Running fast and I'm waiting Waiting it out, yeah, I'm waiting it out yeah You know that I'm scared but I'm waiting it out Cause I'm not ready this time Cause I'm ready this But I'm not ready this Turning over my emotions Go somewhere that you're not going I don't wanna play the blame game Just wanna get myself through the pain If you want that life then I can leave ya If you fantasize about the freedom I don't wanna play the blame game Just wanna get myself through the pain Walking on another thin line And the truth is that I'm not fine We keep looking but we never find a way Keep you guessing won't you put me in my place Please just leave, boy I need you I changed my mind all over again I've got you running fast now Running fast and I'm waiting. Waiting it out, yeah, I'm waiting it out yeah You know that I'm scared but I'm waiting it out Cause I'm not ready this time Cause I'm ready this But I'm not ready this I wanna leave it all burning in the back of my pocket But then I want it all But when I do you don't even notice You've got me standing at the back again And I don't wanna make pretend I've got it all Please just leave, boy I need you I changed my mind all over again I've got you running fast now Running fast and I'm waiting Waiting it out, yeah, I'm waiting it out yeah You know that I'm scared but I'm waiting it out Cause I'm not ready this time Cause I'm ready this But I'm not ready this