I was good to you Benefit of the doubt should be my surname I'm always made a fool Guess I never knew you in the first place I can't pretend not having you around don't phase me But it's all the same, I feel invisible around you lately I wish you would change, no amount of praying could save me Could save me When I wake up in the middle of the night Looking for the warmth that came from your side I tell myself it's gonna be alright But optimism's just a hopeful lie You gotta push him to the side It wasn't meant to be, now I'm more available for me Push him to the side It wasn't meant to be, now I'm more available for me No more vacant promises No more explaining common sense Too much wasted time I spent On someone who only thinks about himself You gotta push him to the side It wasn't meant to be, now I'm more available for me Push him to the side It wasn't meant to be, now I'm more available for me You gotta push him to the side (available for me) You gotta push him to the side, yeah (available for me) You gotta push him to the side, yeah, available for me Push him to the side, hey-yeah, available for me