Everybody else has good intentions, I'm just making bad decisions
Made a prison full of mirrors that I pointed at myself
Everybody else is really good at everything and come to think of it
I think I'm really bad at everything that I try out
And it's such an ugly state
Yelling names at my reflections
But I like it that way (but I like it that way)
What a stupid little game
Doing drugs with my depression
But I like it that way
Yeah, I like it that way
So I told myself I'm better, but she wouldn't believe me
Bending over backward, so nobody could leave me
Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings
Wish that I could turn 'em off
Fuck it
Fuck it
I was drinking coffee with my liquor
Playing chicken with my liver
Maybe someday it'll catch up to me, hoping that it won't
I'll invite my problems home for dinner
Overshare until we're bitter
I'm a loser, I'm a quitter, I can never let it go
So I told myself I'm better, but she wouldn't believe me
Bending over backward, so nobody could leave me
Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings
Wish that I could turn 'em off and breathe a bit easy
Run around in circles 'til I think I could throw up
Super negative, I bite my tongue 'til it falls off
Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash
Fuck it
So I told myself I'm better, but she wouldn't believe me
Bending over backward, so nobody could leave me
Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings
(Told myself I'm better, but she wouldn't believe me)
Run around in circles 'til I think I could throw up
Super negative, I bite my tongue 'til it falls off
Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash
Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash