We're heading out with our heavy load Our heavy load Back down the drain on a pot-holed road A pot holed road I don't want to bring you down To bring you down But how this life can knock you around Knock you around Black muddy days and the darkness comes The darkness comes The sullen ways and the saddest songs The saddest songs No I don't want to get you low To get you low But we all know what it is to fall, it is to fall Low down, regression, is not what we're wanting to feel now But this sighing will not slow And I want to yell from a hill I'm alive And I want to cry out until I am sure that I know it Oh hold your friends, close as you can Close as you can We're feeling things we don't understand, we don't understand How your smile can bring me 'round Can bring me 'round And your attention makes me found Makes me feel found Slow times, mean thoughts, is not what we're wanting to feel now But this clock won't stop going And I want to yell from a hill I'm alive And I want to cry out until I am fine And I want to yell from a hill I'm alive And I want to cry out until I am sure that I know it