She taught me love was just a fleeting act of God Given grace we might forget just who we are Maybe it's easier if we don't have to face The fact that we're already alone, that I'm already alone My God, my God, how we speak the words. You're a thousand miles away but Tonight it feels much farther than that I can pretend like I've seen your face But the clouds are in the way, Are they still filled to the brim with your grace? Walk like the dead we try to fake awake Like when I drive with my knees, so my hands don't freeze There's a hole inside my pocket where my apathy hides There's a couple ways to live, there's only one way to be alive And when the rain comes down, we'll stay indoors When the floodwater comes, keep off of the floor I can pretend like I've seen your face But the clouds are in the way, Are they still filled to the brim with your grace? And every year you throw away your old calendars but before you do, You copy out the birthdays from Those parties you were never invited to And you hope, this time they'll remember you Yeah, you hope, this time they'll remember you. And every year you throw away your old calendars but before you do, You copy out the birthdays from Those parties you were never invited to And you hope, this time they'll remember you Yeah, you hope, this time they'll remember you. My God, my God, how we speak the words. You're a million miles away but Tonight it feels much farther than that