So many things I'd like to be taking over Can't get a hold on life Hear me out Seems everything's left up to me, getting closer Can't help but feel my life Running out I don't wanna be somebody else I'll take it to the highest high Tear it open wide Can it be like it always was? I'm always looking back Always looking back It breaks me down But I'll come around It breaks me down To dust Some days I feel I can't reach what I'm after I don't wanna feel my life Breaking down I can't help but feel like everything doesn't matter I wanna feel that light Breaking out I just want to feel how I always felt Can't believe I try and try To tear it open wide Can it be like when we were young? I'm always lookin' back Always lookin' back It breaks me down But I'll come around It breaks me down To dust