They told me when I was little I'd go to heaven if I was good Now I'm a long way from little 'Cause I tried to find heaven 'Cause I thought that I could I thought that I could And I thought I loved Harold And I really loved John I really loved Alfie And I almost loved Tom I loved them so easy And I loved them so free So I don't think that heaven Will wanna love me Hello song of the willow The dreams under my pillow Turned to tears that I cried Beauty and love are a riddle Never to answer but always to try And boy did I try I tried with Harold And I tried with John I tried with Alfie And almost with Tom I left myself open For the whole world to see Now the world is the heaven That won't accept me I said goodbye to Harold And goodbye to John Goodbye to Alfie And goodbye to Tom 'Cause I loved them so easy And I loved them so free So I don't think that heaven Will wanna love me Oh say can you see By the dawn's early light? No light will shine me