I'm getting feelings that I can't shake
They never leave me alone, but I don't wanna embrace
I only want to create
Time stood still with a singular purpose
Life or death, I'm becoming my music
Line after line, I'm using and abusing
My hopes for redemption, my faith I am losing
Well, damn, if I'm not perfect
Guess I've never thought that'd make me fucking worthless
How am I the enemy?
Am I to show you what that really means?
One day you'll see me when I come in town
I'll tell you hi, but I don't want you hanging 'round
Don't try to hit me with that ignorant you've changed
Go build a life while always staying the same
You would've led me to grave
I'd leave with nothing, but a heavy heart
And overwhelming shame
Go build a life while staying the same
Well, damn, if I'm not perfect
Guess I've never thought that'd make me fucking worthless
How am I the enemy?
Am I to show you what that really means?
I thought I told this story
Focused but life got boring
Tired of you ignoring
Beggin' to reconsider, I need to reconfigurer
Broken down and terrified
No control of my own life
That's where I draw the line
Don't pretend, tomorrow is the same
I hate that you'll be here forever unchanged
How long can you stay alive?
Remember the times that we had one another
Please, open your eyes
Just wake up, wake up
Now you're making me scared
Without you, I'm unprepared
I think I'm getting closer now
I don't know anything, but I won't let you down
Don't like the way it feels in the middle
Don't pretend tomorrow's the same
(Don't like the way it feels in the middle)
I hate that you'll be here forever unchanged
(Don't like the way it feels in the middle)
Don't pretend tomorrow's the same
(I don't know anything, but I won't let you down)
(I don't like the way it feels, I don't think I'm getting closer)
Don't pretend, tomorrow's the same
(I don't know anything, but I won't let you down)
(Don't like the way it feels in the middle)