I'm so sick of drifting Can't pretend it's a dream Submerged I find my reason There's a hole beneath me Too black to see My shadow's open season I just need to break the surface to breathe Can my lungs hold on? What will fill them? Decider send me safely home I can see the end Something's overtaking Nothings what it seems Blind to my own destruction I can't make up my mind Will I learn it in time Change comes from introspection I just need to break the surface to breath Can my lungs hold on? What will fill them? Decider send me safely home I can see the end Can my lungs hold on? Will I breathe it in? Decider send me safely home I can see the end, it's my decision I will breathe or I will die trying As I reach I feel the division I've made my decision Separate my spirit from this body I'm coming home I'm coming home My lungs held on I've reached the end I've decided to return To see the end No I won't go down I will remain The decider will be me alone To breathe again