It's up to me, my chance seem so far away I thought 'just dying is okay' My fear of humanity leads me astray A good reason why I keep on writing Never die crying, never die lying There's a reason why I'm still fighting I'll never die crying I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die But if I die, dying is okay There is a voice - inside my head I'm walking the line - I'd rather be dead The only way to leave the dark Is for me to get colder, I must leave my heart A good reason why I keep on writing Never die crying, never die lying There's a reason why I'm still fighting I'll never die crying I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die But if I die, dying is okay Growin' older growin' colder In times of wasted words Growin' older growin' colder In times of wasted words Now my breath - has come to an end No more lying - no more crying No more crying