I haven't felt this way in so long I feel the cold air creeping in Muscles tensing under pressure And I don't think it's a fight that I can win I'm stuck in solitary motion The echoes droning in my head I'm feeling hopeless in this freezing open ocean And I'm drowning faster trying to catch my breath I wanted to get better, but I keep on falling in To the same mistakes and patterns that end up hurting you again I'm sorry for the way I am I wanna be a better man I wanna breathe in and let it go But I can't change what I don't know I'm sorry for the way I am I feel it pooling in my veins And I don't think I'm gonna change It's stormy weather, you deserve so much better I don't want you to go, but I won't ask you to stay And now I'm stuck between this glass On display this way forever, ankles tied down with the past But I still try to struggle free I wanna change, I wanna fight, but I just feel so fucking weak I'm sorry for the way I am I wanna be a better man I wanna breathe in and let it go I've never felt so fucking low I'm sorry for the way I am I'm sorry for the way I am (I'm sorry for the way I am) I'm sorry for the way I am (I'm sorry for the way I am) I'm sorry for the way I am (I'm sorry for the way I am) I'm sorry for the way I am I am sorry for the way I am I am sorry for the way I am I am sorry for the way I am I am sorry for the way I am