Decaying walls of an empty home
Mold and mildew cover the walls of my soul
Am I staring at nothing
Begging for sleep
Always begging for silence
Something digs into my veins
Tearing at my heart it's in my brain
Telling me I'll never be okay
It digs in deep it never goes away
I can't escape
These thoughts in my mind
I know I'm not the only one
I'll face my fears all on my own
I don't think I'm able to turn this around
I let it build up inside me
I'm rising up just to fall to the ground
Fall to the ground
I descend into the darkness
Fall to the ground
There is no light left inside us
If I
If I could start over I would open my heart
And show you the the things that even I can't see
If I could pick up the pieces of what's left of me
I'm lying to myself when I'm pretending I'm okay
This rotten structure that I've called a life
Ferments and Festers while I sit here and wait to die
I can feel it inside me
Rotting my insides
Turning my mind into black
What will it take me until I snap
I can't take all the silence
I am afraid there's no Turing back
If I could start over I would open my heart
If I could start over I would open my heart
And show you the the things that even I can't see
If I could pick up the pieces of what's left of me
I'm lying to myself when I'm pretending I'm okay
In my mind there's is violence
I can't all the silence
I can feel it inside me
Rotting my insides
Turning my mind into black
What will it take me until I snap
I can't take all the silence
I am afraid there's no Turning back