My one desire is to be alone,
Disappointment, all I've ever known.
A cynic vacuum of shortsightedness,
Insulting those who have helped me grow.
No offense of mine, atonable,
For standard punishment is not enough.
Thus, my time has come to disappear,
Repressive winter is where I rebuff.
Nyctophobic isolation,
I cast myself into brutal winter.
Ridding loved ones of my burden,
A countervailing obligation!
Thanatophobic self-sentence,
Lost in this blizzard of repentance.
My time has come to perish in consuming winter.
Lifeless essence evermore,
Limp and numb down to my core.
My time has come to perish in consuming winter.
Reproachful of my life, celebrate my death, brethren.
I am disposed of.
Lifeless evermore, numbed down to the core, cold postmortem.
I am disposed of.
Entombed in this frost, peeving existence is the only cost.
I am disposed of.
The time has begun for others to progress without me.
No offense of mine, atonable,
For standard punishment is not enough.
Thus, my time has come to disappear,
Repressive winter is where I rebuff.
Thanatophobic self-sentence,
Lost in this blizzard of repentance.
My time has come to perish in consuming winter.
Lifeless essence evermore,
Limp and numb down to my core.
My time has come to perish in consuming winter.