All my memories are fading As I'm lying on the floor I am scared of every morning Every thought that you are gone And And I don't know how to make this right Forgive me, I'm losing sight Too weak to fight, too strong to give up I think I'm losing sight Too proud to ask for help This feeling is overwhelming Never thought That I could hate myself The pain inside my veins Won't let me forget All dreams inside my head Are changing into white stains Making another step Through thinner ice The rope is holding tight My neck, The light is fading Nightmares are haunting my dreams At the end I get what I deserve I have seen it on your face That's not how it's supposed to end Believe me I am dragging the pain within Forgive me Forgive me for everything I have seen it on your face I think you gave up on me This is not how it supposed to end Much later than I did on myself I am dragging the pain within I am so fucking sorry Forgive me for everything For being at my worst I have seen it on your face When you needed me and i let you down This is not how it supposed to end You needed me and i left you crying I am dragging the pain within But now i know Forgive me for everything I should never let you go I have seen it on your face This is not how it supposed to end I am dragging the pain within Forgive me for everything