I'm waiting for my turn to feel alive I'm broken enough now I've done my time I'm moving so fast but I'm left behind It's easy to say it'll be alright But do you know how it feels when you lose your mind Do you know how it feels when you're You don't know when you're so close to giving up I'm giving up Didn't feel like this in 2006 Just because you know I've never spoken up Don't assume that I'm never giving up I'll forgive you but I don't think I'll forget Cause I didn't believe, you could ever break me Time & time I try to go again I keep failing every waking day I go again I go again but I feel like I'm doing it in vain Trying to stay to just say that I will never ever feel the same again and I'll die trying to say the words to you that you can never hear me say Didn't feel like this in 2006