Strolling lost without hopes in the gutter of my mind
Hear the voices ordering, no peace to find
Needles, pins and spirits are the memories of sins
Frozen tears as reminiscing golden dreams
Lies were told and lies were spread until all fake unfold
Trapped inside my inner-cage of my self-rage but now I'm old
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Cold, alone I still stand; there's no one I can confide
Sold my soul to darkness, I can see though I feel blind
Emptiness became my peace of mind
My treason, my reason, my crime
My insidious side that I
Hide from my own shadow, only she can set me free
Tide of tears and sorrow, castaway but there's no sea
Thread and Thrum, my dark serenity
Perception, deception, my strife
Is this my afterlife?
Left forsaken with thoughts in my mind
The voice within me, it says, "Look behind"
Past forgotten, my future is lost
All is paid now and this is my cost
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This is my time
No words to rhyme
Pay for my crime, end of the line
Only tonight
I'll take the fight
I'll trade the light, I'll be the night
All the angels and demons are gambling with me
This is my time
No words to rhyme
Pay for my crime, it's the end of the line
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I'm the peccant, I'm the blessed
I'm the sacred, I'm possessed (perception, deception, my strife)
Like an angel caught in hell, to the end of time
If my life was just a test
Lost or won, a game I've messed (is this my afterlife?)
There's a will to mark the end of this pantomime
Left forsaken with thoughts in my mind
The voice within me, it says, "Look behind"
Past forgotten, my future is lost
All is paid now and this is my cost
Saint forsaken with thoughts in my mind
The voice within me, it says, "Look behind"
Past forgotten, my future is lost
All is paid now and this is my cost (cost)
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Now, I'm old