I see you watching me Standing by the door (So) Shocked in disbelief your gaze gets lost Trying to comprehend How it came to this But it's all in vain (Though) I'm aware that I let you down That I destroyed the hopes you had for me I can't fit the mold that you put me in So let me spill over I need to believe it's possible To break these chains and Leave this ordinary world behind Even if you won't be here with me I don't want to be somebody else I don't want to live a lie -release me- I am only free when no-one's around Free to be myself No restrictions, no fault Time and time again I held back I forced myself to hide behind the shield This desperate cry for help That no-one would hear Tonight I will surrender I'll take the chance to be entirely me And never go back I don't want to be somebody else I don't want to live a lie -release me- I am only free when no-one's around Free to be myself No restrictions, no fault.