I don't know where to start Been moving so fast, I can't feel my heart Beating in my chest, is that a sign that I'm already broken? Swear that I'm trying, but I'm caught And maybe it's a phase But I'm so numb, can't even cry Take my eyes off the ceiling Days feel like nights With some guy to feel something If I could pack up, move away to Colorado Where no one knows my name, yeah, I'd go to Colorado And I hate to complain To my friends and family when I should be great But there's a weight on me, and it feels like I'm already broken Swear that I'm trying, nobody notices, but I'm dying I'm so numb, can't even cry Take my eyes off the ceiling Days feel like nights With some guy to feel something (If I could pack up, move away to Colorado) If I could pack up, move away to Colorado (Where no one knows my name, yeah, I'd go to Colorado) Where no one knows my name, yeah, I'd go to Colorado (Take me away, yeah) if I could pack up move away, if I could pack up move away If I could pack up move away, if I could pack up, move away to Colorado Where no one knows my name, yeah, I'd go to Colorado Where no one knows my name, yeah, I'd go to Colorado