There's nights I don't remember Passed out on someone else's couch And pictures on the internet Wish I could pay to get them taken down I crack a beer with someone Who's old enough to be my dad 'Cause he wields all the power To give me all the shit I'll never have I threw up my dinner Fuck no, did I even eat dinner? The industry's a joke Whole Dyson vacuum Sucking out my soul Can't see straight or think right I look down in my bathroom sink Further in my mind Will I do this 'til the day I Die, die All to be a diamond in the sky Sky, sky Will I do this 'til the day I Paint my hair with bleach and hair dye And drain my empty bank account So people will remember me But somehow I'm stuck underneath the crowd Shoot back more liquor Sold out and I never been sicker The industry's a joke Whole Dyson vacuum Sucking out my soul Can't see straight or think right I look down in my bathroom sink Further in my mind Will I do this 'til the day I die? Die, die All to be a diamond in the Sky, sky Will I do this 'til the day I die? I feel like I'm dying, but at least I'm trying At least I'm trying All to be a diamond in the sky I feel like I'm dying, but at least I'm trying At least I'm trying Will I do this till the day I I feel like I'm dying, but at least I'm trying At least I'm trying All to be a diamond in the sky I feel like I'm dying, but at least I'm trying At least I'm trying Will I do this till the day I